Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Summertime

Well, this summer has been flying by and we've been so blessed with DJ jobs, continuing music lessons (my students don't take many breaks) and church work. It's been a little too busy for my brain to handle, but God is so much more than capable of taking care of that.

Last night I found myself pouring out my heart to Mario. Stuff that I didn't even know was bothering me about life & people in my life kept coming up & he just encouraged me to talk about it. Then he prayed over me and I felt the burdens I didn't even realize were there, just lifting off my heart.

I am so grateful to the Lord for His provision and His direction. He is so very faithful and patient!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

Plans

We are really looking forward to visiting our friends, Andy & Estera Vogel, this weekend as well as stopping by Zion Christian Fellowship in Powell, OH. Pastor Jim & Mary Baker are friends of ours and we'd like to see them on their home turf. Jim is also the brother of my friend who passed away in late May, so we'd like to shower some love on his family while we're there too.

As far as news for us, there really isn't anything to report. Our DJ business is crazy busy - which we love - and our "Vote 4 the Best 2009" rating is 3rd place so far at www.clickondetroit.com . If you read this & would like to vote for us, you absolutely are welcome to just go to http://wdiv.cityvoter.com/mario-s-music-company/biz/47606 . You don't have to be from MI either! The cool thing is that if you end up in the top 5 by the end of the contest (Aug. 31st) then you get some great advertising opportunities and if you're in 1st place, free advertising and a spot on the news!

In other news, I've started researching for my novel. I woke up one morning with all the details and story line, just need to tweek it for value and content. It's extensive research though regarding abortion and current issues so it's tough stuff sometimes! But the story is worth it & I hope it's a really good read.

That's about it for this week...looking forward to seeing my sister & her family next weekend. They've been gone for about a month now & we miss them so very much. --sigh---

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

A poem

Suddenly
by Angel C. Rodriguez, 5/31/09
In a minute I see Your face
I'm surprised and happy to see You
In a minute all time and space
Have disappeared, now I'm here

It isn't what I thought it'd be
Now I touch Your hands
Your arms encircle me
I feel Your breath on my face

One minute I'm contending in faith
Now, a witness to Your glory
Now no need to keep the pace
I am free, in total awe

Oh Lord, my family and the one I love
Holy Spirit help them, it's You they need
Feel Your peace like a gentle dove
Ever grateful for the time we had

It's just a minute, an earthly life
But this, what I see today
The wonder, the majesty, the light
Suddenly I see beginning and the end


I wrote this poem in honor of my friend, Kim Schrandt, who passed away on May 27, 2009. Kim was 35 years old and leaves behind her husband, Doug, and 5 children from age 9 down to 5 months old. She was a homemaker who homeschooled her children, prayed without ceasing and a strong woman of faith. She will be greatly missed.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Springtime in my head

I was listening to a teaching by Joyce Meyer this morning and it struck home to me. I've heard her speak this message before and each time it really hits me. It was about a great many things but the parts that applied most to me today were the following.

1. Having a critical spirit - I've been working on this "melancholic" perfectionist side of me ever since I can remember. Frequently, I take on the role of "Holy Spirit Junior" (as Mrs. Meyer says) both in my own life and in the lives of those I love. But really, God doesn't need my help, just my willingness to let Him take my task-list to task. It really isn't necessary, I have discovered, to point out & correct every error that my husband or loved ones make. I can just let things "slide" and enjoy life a lot more if I chill out.

2. Having a huge "to do" list - I've been thinking I've gotten better at delegating but it's really still such a battle. I have to really, really think hard about not having to complete my list and to allow myself some rest and in doing so, to allow Mario & others to rest too. I get so busy that although I pray nearly all day long, I have no devotion time, no "listening" time.

Some good things I've been succeeding at have been (1) thanking the Lord once I've prayed my prayer of faith - not asking over & over, pestering God about what He already knows, (2) not doubting that He has the best in mind for me, including impeccable timing, and (3) that He really does have everything under control and because He loves me, it doesn't matter what others think of my progress.

I still struggle almost daily with anxiety, with too much "thinking" but every day "His mercies are new" and He shows His faithfulness and gives me His peace whenever I pause long enough to rest & actually receive it.